Monday, October 24th, 2005
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4:16 pm - [ homeeeeeworrrrrrkkkk ]
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I'm a such a busy girl today. Sociology test tomorrow, Poli Scie project due wednesday, and a Law thing due tomorrow. I'm doing a wonderful job procrastinating too. My art project is coming pretty good..I'm happy...and Ms. McNeil wrote me a reference letter for STFX today..which is awesome..unfortunately I don't get to read it.. :\ boo..but I know she wrote good stuff. Anyways..nothing else is new...but for my own purposes..I'm organizing a schedual for myself.
Today:
Study Soc, Start Poli Sci, Do Law, Look into online french core 12
Tomorrow:
Soc test, Work ass off on masterpiece project, go with Sean, Work ass off and finish Poli Sci project
Wednesday:
Poli Sci due, Check guidance for contacting Mr. Aucoin & stfx open house days, maybe start application/resume for that, RELAX...and straighten hair...(pretty bad I have to plan three days in advance to do my hair)..start soc..or not
Thursday:
Start Soc project..or do nothing. Yay no school Friday! Dress up/party at Tan's
Friday:
Go to the bank and get a void check! Mucho Importante!! Meet Matt Capstick at dollarama in sydney avec mom..buy stuff for skillbuilding/xmas child...go prom dress shopping..go to Jessica Boutilier's house to do delegate bags with Marcy
Saturday:
NSSSA! Be at Marconi for 10pm! Organize stuff for skillbuilding and junk like that...devote rest of two days to skill building!
Sunday:
Leave around 5 or 6...Probably go with Sean...definitely do soc proj
Monday:
HALLOWEEN! Soc proj due...do random halloweeny junk
Tuesday:
Go with Sean after school, Start work 6-10
BLAWWWWW I'M TOO FRIGGIN BUSY TO DO ANYTHING!!!!
current mood:  stressed
current music: random 80s
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Tuesday, July 26th, 2005
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11:04 am - [ im lazzzyyyyyyy ]
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Picking up where I last updated...
Tuesday I GOT MY TATTOO! It's awesome..it's almost healed now. It's 20 or 21 yellow stars across the middle of my lower back with purple cloudy type stuff behind it. Sean got his ZOSO tattoo and it looks awesome too.
Wednesday I hung out with George. We had supper at his place and watched Phantom of the Opera (new obsession?..although I haven't seen the end).
Thursday I saw Lara and Luke at Grannie's house. I got ready and then went to Gillis' falls with Carolyn, Megan, and Annie Beth. I can't swim with my tattoo, so I just waded around. That night I had my truck and I drove around with Meg, Scott, and Scud, and then eventually went to a bon fire at Carolyn's house.
Friday I went to Kennington cove with Heather, Carolyn, Scott, and Christian. Again, I couldn't swim but it was still fun. We played foot ball and went adventuring. We wrote our names in the sand and Heather rugby-ed Carolyn. I tanned and read my book. I drank peach juice and ate ketchup pringles. Sean got super pissed that I "left him" on his day off and he gave me hell for it all night (pft..I told him to fuck off and didn't apologize because he was completely out of line with the fuss he threw). We went to Tanya's house with Greg and sat around the bon fire all night.
Saturday I sat around all day doing nothing. I almost lost my mind. I think it was the first day I didn't do anything since summer started. Sean eventually came out for a bit and we went to Anne and Lonnie's. He went to the Main Event with Greg and Jeff to see the bad habits (Lonnie's band). I went and babysat for Pat and Wayne's grandkids. Ryan, Connor, and Evan (Age 5,3,1 1/2). It was actually pretty good because the kids were good. I watched Lost on the french channel for a while, the wedding singer, and the ad channel for about an hour. Oh..and trading spaces. It was a pretty eventful night. I came home and George was there with mom and dad and mom was super drunk from spiced rum.
Sunday I hung out with George. We walked to Tanya's and he met them and then had lasagna at his place. We played scat with his family and then watched the fireworks from a rock down the shore. The waves were huge and we saw a shooting star. It was pretty cool. I wished there'd be more fireworks..and after the show was over...a few were randomly set off.. I was like WHOA! MORE FIREWORKS!!! hah..yay
Yesterday I was with George again. We watched family guy on DVD, ate chicken that rick made, and walked down the shore and stayed there for a few hours talking. It started raining so we went back to the house, got ice cream from Mac's, and just sat around for a bit and then watched Phantom of the Opera again (again not seeing the ending...). His dad drove me home around 11:30. I was up until like 3:30 on the phone/computer and then finally went to bed. I woke up at 6:15am and I was wide awake. It was bright in my room. Dad was in his room watching TV coughing up his lungs, and Mom was downstairs on the couch watching TV..WHAT THE HELL? IT WAS 6AM! Anyway..I put a blanket up over my window, put on one of those sleeping masks, got a drink and went to sleep (that order was just a little wrong haha).
I got up today around 11:00. I guess that sounds weird cause the time on this entry says 11:04, my computer clock says 11:19, my alarm clock says 12:07, but it's actually 11:45. Go me and my room. Today I have to hang out with Sean, Take him to meet Lara, Jon Paul, and Luke, and then go say goodbye to George. Tonight we'll probably end up at Tan's.
The end.
current mood:  busy
current music: so says I - the shins
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Tuesday, March 30th, 2004
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4:17 pm - [ friends only..]
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This journal is now friends only.For the obvious reason that I want to choose who can see what I write. If you want to be added as a friend, comment here and I'll consider it. Cait xo
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Monday, March 29th, 2004
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4:22 pm - [ lalal ]
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Dads home. So is the cell phone :) lol..yeah pathetic eh? ANywho...today was pretty boring and I'm assuming tonight will be too. In other news. This journal will be friends only. Very soon. I'm working on a picture thing. Certain people will be removed(people I don't know and such). Most will stay...but yeah. Off toe at something...or something..oh and they lost all of dad's luggage...so technically it *is* only him and the cell phone home.
current mood:  bored
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Sunday, March 28th, 2004
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10:58 pm - [ that's the way... ]
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Currently I love...
+Bambi
+Sean
+My tiara
+Melanie C+Bryan Adams//When your gone
+Spice Girls
+Frilly shirts
+Flowy skirts
+Flower crowns (don't ask I want one)
+Ribbon skip its (again..dont ask I want one)
+Baby animals
+Spring
Currently I hate...
-That old woman evil movie nazi
-Hair commercials
-That song that's driving me nuts
-Hanson
-The fact that dad's on a plane on his way home
-Cold weather
current mood: bored
current music: ten years gone - led zeppelin
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9:23 pm - [ stupid old woman ]
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Stupid old woman at the movies wouldnt let us go see dawn of the dead cause we didn't have id. So we got tickets for starsky and hutch but snuck in to see dawn of the dead. Some other stupid old woman just finished kicking out jolena and some girl and then said to us if you four don't have you ids you might as well keep walking along the isle and back out the door. SO we saw starsky and hutch. It was pretty good. When Nikky's dad drove me home I was walking up the steps to the house and I almost completly bailed out on the steps. I almost pulled a kristy. It would've been nice. Anywho, my knee hurts and I'm bored.
current mood:  sore
current music: stupid janet jackson crap
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4:01 pm - [ fucking fuck ]
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ok heres the plus.
(+)I'm going to the movies tonight with Nikky, Rob, and Brennan. Odd combination, I know but oh well. We're going to see Dawn of the Dead.
heres the fucking minus
(-)This journal is where my own fucking thoughts go. If people are going to use it for fuckign gossip purposes than you can FUCK OFF. You know who you are. If your on my friends list that's great. That means that if I write something here I don't mind if you see it. It's when you gotta go tell people about it that bothers me. Mind your own business.
Good night at the movies I hope.
current mood:  annoyed
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12:45 pm - [ last night ]
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Sean came out yesterday even though he had work. He called in sick and stayed with me instead. We stayed here til 7 ish and then went to the mall. He got two cds and then we ate macdonalds. We saw a bunch of people we know...like we do no matter where we go...not going to elaborate on names hah. Oh. I met Ellen. Some girl from school Sean talks about alot that eats lunch with them or something. One time he said she was going to write "Ellen was here" on his stomach to make me mad. And he wonders why I'm "jealous" of his girl friends at school lol. All he tells me about them is stuff like that or how they said he looked good or something lol. So...until I meet them, I don't like them. Theres one off my list anyhow haha. Bah..boredom. Anywho we drove around and whatnot for a few hours and eventually parked in the back of town for what seemed like forever. He got really really hyper and I got in a stupid cruddy mood. Then we came home. Pretty uneventful night. Sean's gotta work tonight and do school work today so I'm not doing anything. A whole day to myself. Yay~! (not) I'm going to eat an apple.
current mood:  hungry
current music: computer humming noises
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Saturday, March 27th, 2004
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12:38 pm - [ :) ]
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Lalalala! It's saturday~!~! *dances around the room* lalalal it's sunny out and things are melting~!~! *dances around somemore* lalalalala christina aguilera cd isn't boring me yet *listens to dirrty* lalalalalalalala quack.
current mood:  awake
current music: xtina
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12:32 am - [ mmmmmm ]
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Bed sounds good right about now. Phone with Sean first though. :D yummy. Sean. hehe I get him all day tomorrow too! *is excited*
current mood:  tired
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Thursday, March 25th, 2004
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10:51 pm - [ my day ]
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Was pretty decent...but cruddy still. Sick/Confused/Tired/Crampy. Lol. So me and Meg went and got hot fudge sundaes at macdonalds. I got home and watched passions and took a motrin. I was trying to figure out what I was going to do all night when Sean called and said he got out of work early and was coming out to see me. Hurrah~! From like 4:00-9:45. Then tomorrow for lunch...then tomorrow night...then all day Saturday! I'm getting my share of Seany this week. Heh. To make up for all the time I didn't see him over march break I suppose. Anyhow I gotta study for dance yet...and something else I forget...I hope I don't wake up really sick...I have two extra strength advil cold and sinus crap and an extra strength motrin in me....soon I'll feel like I'm floating on a cloud..like that time I took 3 gravol to go to sleep quicker...haha.. oh fuck..tired.
**I haven't freaked out yet and I've known for a day and a half**
Proud??
current mood:  high
current music: lol,..still my new cd
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Wednesday, March 24th, 2004
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10:06 pm - [ ... ]
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This poem is in my booklet that came with the Stripped cd...I like it.
Stripped of all make-up
No need for fancy clothes
No cover ups, push ups,
With him, I don't have to put on a show
He loves every freckle, every curve,
Every inch of my skin
Fullfilling me entirely
Taking all of me in
He's real
He's honest
He's lovin' me 4 me
Yeah
current music: stripped cd
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9:56 pm - [ ahem. strange day... ]
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It's not often that you find out you have a sister, and that you are going to be an aunt, all in one day. Write more when I'm ready.
current mood:  indescribable
current music: The voice withing-chiristina aguilera
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Tuesday, March 23rd, 2004
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9:54 pm - [ i fucking hate stupid little 10 year olds ]
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ESPECIALLY BLAKE
bahahaha u got roasted by dave and adam yin and kyle and me
cock smith
lol
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That kid needs to die.
current mood:  pissed off
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4:28 pm - [ boring-ness ]
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Today was normal. Good, but still pretty normal and blah. oh, and the dance *is* cancelled friday...so now nothing to do and a new shirt to wear..maybe I'll wear it tomorrow. I can't really think of anything else to write...maybe later.
current mood:  blah
current music: much music
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Monday, March 22nd, 2004
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11:00 pm - [ my day ]
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Well, it was a pretty good day. It was actually decent outside so I guess me and Nikky could've worn our skirts. Oh well. Anyhow..yeah double dance was fun we just did our chorus thing a bit more and then in the afternoon went over some sheets for a test we'll be having and crap like that. Oh and a mouse ran through the gym. English was well..English..aparently Cranky Nazi teacher is coming back two weeks from today. Lovely. She had her gaulbladder (however the fuck you spell that) taken out and we had this nice sub guy since. I wanna keep him, he's way better than her. Me and meg actually made up shopping lists last class and complained that we needed to go shopping. I think me and mom are telepathic or something cause as soon as I walked in the house she said "you wanna go shopping?". So off we went. We went to thrifty's first and fuodn the absolute clearance rack...liek 60% off allready red line stuff. She got a long sleeve red shirt with something about hot cocoa and a purple tye dye wife beater that was there since last summer. I got the "snuggle me it's cold shirt" cause I think it suits me and it was only like $6.00. Anyhow, our mission was to get me jeans and her look in stitches. So we went there and I swear we spent 2 hours in there (as always). After trying on numerous pairs of jeans that were insanely low on me...I found a pair I like that aren't too low and not too high and they are actually (you ready for this??) SIZE FIVE! lol and they fit pretty good. I got a bright orange pair or 'lounging/loungeing pants' as dad calls them for dance class(like the ones Nikky got),a pink wife beater with some hawiian princess something something palm tree crap, and two pairs of underwear. The under wear are retarded...one involves lime green mesh..and the other..a zipper so yeah. Megan showed up while we were in stitches while I was helping mom pick out some shirts. She waited for us and mom ended up getting a black long sleeved one with monkeys and it says "hear no evil speak no evil see no evil" and on the back you can see their asses and it says "but.." lol. Mom's nuts. She got a blue one that says "always late but worth the wait". Not things a "normal" 46 year old would wear but it looks good on her. We wandered up to walmart and megan showed me a bathing suit in city streets that she liked and I found one I really liked that was 50 bucks. I still like the one in walmart though. We found her mother and I found a crazy pink flouncy...polka dot skirt for 12 bucks and tried to con mom into buying it but then gave up and Meg tried to con Debbie into getting it. She tried it on but decided she liked the other one she say in La Express or something better. Me and mom ended up trying ot leave and walked outside the mall and went right back in so she could pee in jaspers. Then we ate a&w. Then we went and stocked up on a shitload of dog food for Cassie. Lately we haven't been able to buy it because of mad cow disease and whatnot. I came home and tried everything on again and tried on mom's clothes and then we traded and crud like that. We laughed our asses off til we almost peed in our pants for a few minutes and I went to get a shower. I called Meg and she got a new puppy. It's name is Pippy. Or Nippy..or Jaws...or Pimpy. They can't agree on a name. Aparently it looks kinda like Zelda. I re-arranged some of my closet cause I've decided that I don't like it again and may or may not want a dresser. Not that I have any room for a dresser at all...but I don't know. When summer rolls around-or later this Spring even-I'll change my room around and see what I can do. Anyhow onto the bad news. Dad's stupid company is being stupid and stirking or something. Something about electricians and being behind 2.6 million dollars and I don't understand but the point is he has to come home! I don't want him to come home. I really don't want him to come home. I really really don't want him to come home. Really really really REALLY! It sucks. It'll be soon...like this weekend or next. I'm not pleased. Funny I dreampt that he was home. And woke up thinking he was home. And thought this morning "hey dad's gonna be gone for a whole nother month!". Then we find out he's coming sooner. Oh well. I don't know. I like it this way. I like just me and mom. And Sean. It'll be different when dad's home. Sean won't just be hanging out here all the time ...I dunno neither will I. I'll feel the need to escape the insanity again. I told mom I won't wanna take Sean here as much and she got mad. I think she'll miss him. Bah. I know he's going to be all insane and dick-headed like he always is. I really don't want him to come home. I hate this. Oh, and the dance might be cancelled because of Brent's death and stuff. Which is good and bad. Cause I know..when Bryan died I wanted to get out and get my mind off things. SO that would mean dance=good. But, for the people that knew him and stuff...they might think it's not right to be at a dance after something like that. Yeah. I bought the pink shirt for the dance. No matter..I'll just wear it this week. Friday Sean is going to come get me at lunch and crud to that's good. I bought him an easter bunny today. He's going to quit smoking and go to the doctors to get his whatcha-ma-call-it checked out. Oh fuck I can't think of the word right now. Horomonal controlling thing. Yeah but he's at work now...and if I stay up another hour on this I can probably talk to him but I think I'll just wait until tomorrow.
He's going to get his normal days off (wednesday and saturday) which is good too. I'll see him then and I told him that whatever we do is up to him and crud. For once. I jsut notivced I'm getting littl red spotty things on my chest. ALmost like little pimples...maybe I'm breaking out cause it's "that time of the months"...or maybe I have chicken pox. Now I feel itchy. I think I just thought myself into itchyness though. Rargh. I gotta do my whitening crap and some science and read. If I'm getting chicken pox I'll die. I heard Cory Browner has it. Or maybe I dreampt that. Who knows. Bed time.
current mood: tired
current music: sunrise
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Sunday, March 21st, 2004
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11:01 pm - [ sunrise...sunrise ]
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Sunrise sunrise
Looks like morning in your eyes
But the clocks had nine fifteen for hours
Sunrise sunrise
Couldn’t tempt us if it tried
Cause the afternoon’s already come and gone
And I said
hooohooo hooohooo hooohooo
To you
Surprise surprise
Couldn’t find it in your eyes
But I’m sure it’s written all over my face
Surprise surprise
Never something I could hide
When I see we've made it through another day
Then I say
hooohoo hooohooo hooohooo
To you
Now the night
throw its cover down
mmm on me again
Ooo and if I’m right
It’s the only way to bring me back
Hooohooo hooohooo hooohooo
To you
Hooohooo hooohooo hooohooo
To you
~*~
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10:25 pm - [ tapeworms ]
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*nIkkY* says:
omg i think i have a tape worm...i cant stop eating
I love Nikky <3 haha. I think that's the first time I've ever heard somebody blaming over eating on having a tapeworm lol. I ironed my blouse tonight. I failed miserably and Mom did it. Sean left for work around 6:20 only to find out when he got there he didn't have work. And this whole week he has to work including wednesday and saturday aparently? Bah...whatever, I'm sure he'll get it all straightened (why doesn't that look right when I type it?)out. There's a dance friday. Not quite sure if I wanna go or not. If Sean manages to get Friday off, I'll go with him instead....but if not I'll end up at the dance. I don't really have anything to wear....and meh we'll just see what kind of mood I'm in when thursday night rolls around.
*ps-Nacho bagel bite thingies rock!
current mood:  cold
current music: she's so high
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1:50 pm - [ SUNSHINE!!! 10 Degrees! ]
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I couldn't be fuckign happier! Today is wonderful! I woke up at 1:00 to Sean's voice. Well, the phone ringing but still! And he's coming to visit! IT's 10 degrees and "sunny"! lol It's bright but the sun isn't actually out. The ice and snow is melting (slowly but surely) and it's SPRING!!!!!!I'm in a really frilly shirts...dancing around in a field flower-y mood. Winter was really getting to me. First sign or birds and such I get a natural high going on. Mom keeps telling me to stop flitting around or I'll hurt myself. hehe MAKEUP TIME~!!~!
current mood:  cheerful
current music: Sunrise-norah jones
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3:03 am - [ stolen ]
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.[EMO].
Do you enjoy depressing music?: when I'm depressed
How many hours a day, on average, do you spend feeling sorry for yourself?: not as much as im used to...this past week though--alot
Who or what always brings you down?: school...sunday-thursday
Do you wear glasses?: no
What frightens you?: alot of things
Do you wear sweaters all the time?: whenim cold lol
How many times has your heart been broken?: uhmm...2
What do you think of Dashboard Confessional?: don't know them enough to judge
.[PUNK].
Tell me about that time you broke that law!: uhh drinking...various romps in donkin lol hehe romp is a fun word...uhh...i think me and sean is illegal.
What or who pisses you off?: people in general
The Clash or The Ramones?: The Ramones
What do you think about Anarchy: too...like...punk. honestly i hate punk.
Tell me about a prank you played!: too many to think of
Do you do things that are "bad for your body"?: yeah i guess....not majorly bad...bad enough to be an inconvenience
How many times have/were you kicked out of that place?!: ive been kicked out of so many places around donkin its not even funny...once we were kicked off the sidewalk across from the mail...
Are you in trouble all the time?: no suprisingly..i think its cause dads gone away
.[GOTH].
Do you want to die?: nope
What do you think about graveyards?: creepy but necessary
Do you write poetry often?: very rarely
How much black clothing do you own?: alot
What type of makeup do you wear?: normal-dark eye stuff or bright eye stuff
what do you think about pain?: i have no pain..threshhold i htink mom says
Masochism or sadism?: meh..no
How do you feel about the rest of the world?: they all suck
Do you cry often?: yes
What do you think about vampires?: uhmm...i watched dracula tonight.
.[METAL].
How messy are you in general?: un-organized-i dont like to put away clothes messy
Do you bang your head on things repeatedly?: not on a regular basis or something...
What do you think of mullets?: gross
When did you start drinking alchohol?: a year or two ago
Do you go to concerts often?: not really
What bands rock your pants off?: meh
What do you think about violence?: ok sometimes
Who or what makes you homicidal?: certain girls...lets leave it at that
Worship Satan or practice black magic?: nope
How wild are you in general?: pretty wild baha
.[GRUNGE].
Are you wearing any clean clothes right now?: i had theses socks on all day...and this is liek the 3rd night i wore these shorts to bed ...so..my shirt is and underwear
How often do you do the laundry, anyway?: once a week
Do you wear flannel shirts a lot?: nope...
When was the last time you showered?: like 1:00 or 2:00 this afternoon
Do you speak clearly?: generally
Are you a lazy person?: extremely
Do you play any instruments?: guitar piano flute
Who or what do you rant about a lot?: mom, dad, sean, stupid people, girls, school, my appearance, etc
Empathy or Sympathy?: sympathy
What do you think about Nirvana?:
.[INDIE].
What makes you different from the rest of them?: i got cool facial hair.
Who or what makes you bitter?: being alone...<- agreed + school and stupid people..and mom
What was the last big decision you made?: when to come home and call sean
Are you a happy-go-lucky yype of person?: someitmes...very rarely...megan is happy go lucky enough to make up for me and 3/4 of the rest of the school
What do you think about conformity?: stupid as fuck. be yourself...not what thrifty's is selling..or avril lavigne...or punk in general...i find theyre the worst for it
How hard do you work to get what you want?: hard...when it comes to important things..others..not very
Why might some people consider you to be an asshole?: i dunno...i can be a bitch
Do you trust others?: certain people
Are you a loyal friend?: yes
.[RAP].
Do you live in the ghetto?: hah donkin.
Have you ever even held a gun before?: nope..my cowboy gun
How much bling do you own?: im a girl..its natural to own alot of jewelry
Would you rather be bustin' caps or rollin' joints?: 'bustin caps'
What race are most of your friends?: caucasian..<-yep
Ever been to prison?: no
.[POP].
Who or what makes you so excited you piss your pants?: sean..ducks...certain songs...nikky's goats..
Prep or Yuppie?: prep?
How much money do you spend on bad music?: i dont.
Justin Timberlake or Nick Carter?: justin...i guess
How many of your friends still listen to NKOTB?: none. i hope <- agreed
Do you like mainstream music?: a bit..liek my toxic haha
Do you want to be a pop diva?: god no
How many times, on average, do you say "like" in a sentence?: alot...but not in a cheerleader voice...more like a normal..habit type deal?
OMIGOD or OMG?: omg ....less fruity
Why the hell am I still awake?
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